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June 2025 Babies🇺🇸

postpartum body/self confidence

i hate how i look, i can’t stand looking in the mirror because of how “big” i feel. i’ve gained back all my pregnancy weight because i haven’t really been eating the best (115-140). im really struggling with self confidence issues. i got pregnant at 19 so most of my clothes are cropped/body con, i really want to dress how normal 21 year olds dress but everytime i do i can’t help but feel disgusted with myself. i often find myself comparing my image to other girl my age, i try not to but i do. i rarely do my makeup and when i do i still feel ugly like its not the same. i hate when people tell me my body made life so i should celebrate it, it was a beautiful thing but it messed everything up. i have 36DD that are sagging even with a bra because i ebf. i just want to feel like my old self again. i went from wearing cute clothes to baggy shirts and pants. my bf hates it when i refer to my body as “this mess”, and tells me im beautiful but i don’t believe him at all. the stretch marks don’t bother me, it’s just the flabby skin that went away and came back. i hate this feeling to much.