Numb
Felling emotionally numb and mad w the relationship but trying to be a bubbly happy mom … apparently I’m not a good mom , I don’t know how to cook shit , I don’t know when to shut the fuck up , I “never” watch my son as a full time sahm I’m always distracted by cleaning or something I must be like mentally challenged to the point where he doesn’t trust me alone with our baby . I RELY ON A MAN and I get put down at every chance . The manipulation is crazy it was worse when I gave birth I was so depressed from all the cheating i didn’t get to enjoy it as much .I did nothing right while being cheated on and being a new mom now it’s just crazy because I have no family worthy enough to trust and no where else to go . My self esteem is shit but I try to keep my head up cause I don’t complete hate myself .Why does being a mom make so feel so worthless to everyone ? -I will be okay I’m just having a bad day 🙂🥲
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Sounds like me lol. I understand every word you said. But unfortunately it isn’t true. I just found out I couldn’t cook as much as I had it in my head that I could. I had to cook dinner for people 4 days in a row and I’m on day 3 and it hasn’t been easy, YouTube! Have fun with it. Watch tutorials , learn and make it fun. Sounds like your relationship is dragging you down as well… you may have to figure out a way to get that situation under control
I thought about going w out of state family but they have left me broke and stranded before why would now be any different plus I’m blocked so …
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