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Baby Daddy Drama

I cant take it anymore!

Ive been in such a dam toxic relationship I cant even begin all the stupid shit ive put up with and why I cant even tell you cuz im dumb! Hes driven me into such a rut of being stuck with him ruined everything I had built for myself all because I tried to hide the toxicity from my son so he doesnt see the way his mom gets treated but now ita reached a whole new level of crap! I love kids i have my own ive been in relationships as a step mom since I was probably too young I was also a counselor for trauma kids for the state we would get the worst of the worst that no one wanted to deal with and even then ughhh even then I haven't dealt with the amount of insane crap from this guys son. And im sure he sees the way his dad treats me ao why would he treat me any different! And yet I still feel bad for thinking negatively of a child cuz hes a child but dam hes also 14! Im going crazy!!!! I tell him daily you need to get your kids and move out he tells me no like wtf! Its my house in my name he drove me to a financial dependency but shit I look at the bills and I pay 90% of it and get paid way less then he does! The amount of trauma this man has caused im shocked im still around ... idk what to do anymore I am to the point I wanna walk away from the first and only home I ever bought cuz I just cant take it anymore I bought this house feeling confident as a single mom who did it on her own but im so defeated idk how to even walk away im so numb im losing weight I just dont know what to do anymore 😔