Too insecure to get nails done
I started getting my nails done regularly after I had my first baby because I wanted something for myself that made me feel pretty and done up. It was new to me bur I found a little nail place I liked and the lady who did my nails was nice. I still felt really awkward and uncomfortable but that's just me 😅
One day at an appointment she's filing my nails and she's sort of squinting and keeps going back and forth and she makes a comment about how a couple of my nails grow in a weird direction.
I never went back because I was so embarrassed even though I know its so silly and dumb, she wouldn't have meant anything bad by it I'm sure. But now I've just had my second baby and I'm thinking I need that feeling again of just having something for myself and to feel put together, and I really miss having nice nails, but I'm feeling stupidly insecure about my nails now, like if I go to someone to get them done they'll judge me or think my nails are weird 🥲 again, I know its so silly!! But I can't get it out my head and I'm too insecure and embarrassed to go for an appointment.
I thought maybe I could keep my nails really short (I do usually anyways), and just get a little extension but I don't really know how it works and what to ask for. I don't want Acrylic
Ah this post is so dumb I just had to vent somewhere and get it off my chest as I'm scrolling through Pinterest looking at pretty nails at 2am feeling my daughter 😅😭
Upset about breast size down after pregnancy
So I’m like nearly two years PP now, I’m nearly 20 and got pregnant at 17, before pregnancy I was like a 34 DD and now I’m like a 32A/B maybe. I lost a lottttt of weight after pregnancy and I know it’s been so long now there’s nothing I can do about this but like I’m just so upset, I used to hate my body before pregnancy but now I just want it back. My boobs are deflated and saggy and i don’t feel sexy at all. I miss them and like litteraly anything online just says “get breast surgery “ like bro I do not have the money or time for TS. anyways just feel so defeated and I know it’s like miniscule in the grand scheme of things but I keep seeing old pics of myself and it’s making me genuinely sad, I have the body I always wanted but I still hate it. And idk what to do like if my boobs were even a bit perky I think I’d be happier but they’re just not. I know most of yous probably get it but I just never see anyone talking ab stuff like this and like no bras fit me right, it all just feels so wrong…