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30 & Older Moms

Being totally honest.

Days like today I really wish I had a friend or two. Im just in my feelings. Never get to go out and do things. I tell him i want to go out. I even tell him what I want to do but nothing happens. Im always going out my way trying to make sure other ppl are happy but my happiness gets over looked and im sick of it. His excuse is we dont really have a baby sitter. Which is true some what true. Which is why I suggested let's have a day date while the kids are in school still nothing. Im literally on the verge of tears. Im so sick of being stuck in this house.