Ttc with pcos

So I had a polyp removed and a d & c done almost a month ago. Everything came back great The doctor said and he had no concerns. Just feels my pcos is making it harder to conceive. I haven't got my cycle either yet I'm assuming due to the d & c, but I was wondering if anyone had any advice ? To give more background I have cerebral palsy and Depression as well.

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Ok I’m back. Don’t judge me.

So I got a vfl this morning at 11dpo. I’ve gotten positives at 9 and 11dpo with both my kids. The one at 9dpo progressed quick and I knew it was real within a couple hours. The one at 11dpo took a full 48 hours to progress. I was hoping it would be darker midday, but it’s just not. It’s about the same, but clear blue is stark fucking negative. Any chance these are even real? These were from 2 different boxes. I’m about to go dip one in water, but I don’t want to waste the first response. That would leave me with 2. Photos in comments. Help.

TTC

Me and my partner have started TTC baby number 2, with no luck this cycle (which i know is completely normal) we fell pregnant by accident on which i think was our first time with our daughter, so i have no clue what im doing!
Does anyone have any advice, other than don’t stress about it?
Should i be following a strict diet? should my partner? obviously the world cup has started so im worried about him drinking too much, i tracked ovulation last month, i reached what i thought was my peak but stupidly forgot to test after.
How soon after my period should i test? i’m taking TTC vitamins, how many times shall we have sex and when? can we do it every day or is that too much? i have so many questions 🤣

Pregnancy test

I took two test and after the first few minutes I’d say it looks negative but later after a hour or so I went to go check and I can see a faint line on both on different days that I took them too I am 6 days late on my period and I’m just worried I already have 5 kids and I don’t want to be pregnant and also my doctor told me that I should let get pregnant anymore due to bleeding out with my daughter then with one of my sons to .
Any advice or prayers would be greatly appreciated.

Ok I’ve been testing since yesterday, and they’re darker this morning, including something on easy@home now.

Vfl or negative? Easy@home in comments

Leaving my partner

I’ve thought about it for two months now or more how things may be happier for the children..
how do people actually make that final choice and say the words. They are on the tip of my tongue more than they aren’t. The only thing stopping me is my toddler loves his daddy and I don’t want to separate them my baby will have no idea as I’ve done all the nights and he hasn’t really bonded

I’m not going crazy am I?

I’m 99% sure this is a positive. The lighting doesn’t do it justice but it isn’t grey, it’s actually pink. Can someone please confirm I’m not losing my mind?