Third baby!? On the fence

Hi! I just had my 2nd baby 3 months ago. With my first I had horrible PPA and PPD so I didn’t want a second then did it 2+ years later. My experience this time has been glorious, I’m soaking the moments. Occasionally I’ll think I want a third baby. I had awful HG both times with the second pregnancy almost killing me. I hated every minute I was pregnant and wished I was dead (yes that bad!). I can’t imagine being pregnant with two toddlers. I’m 37 so I don’t have forever to decide, a year at most. Husband is supportive either way but I’m so afraid of HG and at the same time disappointed to not have a 3rd. Is this just post partum hormones? Advice?

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