I struggle so much with keeping a healthy relationship ship with my daughter. I know I could/should be doing better. But I don’t even know how. I see it being done done, but don’t know how to “get out of my own way” and implement it. At times I struggle with viewing my child as a child. I struggle with thinking that “she knows exactly what’s going on and what’s she”s doing” I struggle with KNOWING she is just a child and actually allowing her to be just that! I hate myself for it. I fear my daughter growing up and hating me one day because of my ways and not realizing although it was tough, it was out of love. I often keep pictures that she has drawn for me around my house as a constant reminder that she is just a child. I pray for myself and anyone else going through this struggle, that one day we will get it together and that our babies won’t feel hated all of their lives!
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