anonymous place to rant about your partner

Today at the zoo my husband walked through a door with our 3 year old and let it close. So I was left to open it while pushing the stroller with our 9 month old. Another dad saw me struggling and came and opened the door. My husband's reaction was to roll his eyes and say the guy was making him look bad. Not that a nice stranger was helping his struggling wife... only that he did it to make him look bad. 🤦‍♀️. I don't understand how someone can be so self centered.

I don’t love my partner and I don’t think I have since he cheated on me while pregnant. I want to say I hate him bc I feel like I do sometimes. I’m always respectful to him whether we’re happy or arguing but can't say the same for him. He's done so much damage and I've let him continue stepping over me bci think I love him? He was great for the first year of my son's life. But after that I feel like he's changed. He went to the strip club the other day and I already have boundaries about him not going to swim parties yet he somehow didn't correlate the two events being the same. Tried talking to him but he was disrespectful, meaningless apology, and manipulative and just controlled the discussion and how it made me feel. He's a good Dad but a terrible partner. I'm just scared to be alone and he knows I won't leave. I want real love, someone who truly cares and listens. I hate my life sometimes.

Why do men promise to do stuff and then just bail. I've been trying to move into the bigger bedroom since I got pregnant. I'm due June 26th, and it still hasn't happened. I obviously can't do it myself even though I really want cause, then I know it'll get done, at least. We were supposed to do it today, but it's almost midnight and still hasn't been done. We live in an apartment, so I don't want to do it anymore because it's rude to our neighbors next and below us. I have a feeling it's not gonna be done until after I give birth, and it's gonna be rushed to hell. I just wish my baby dad had more initiative to just get it done and it be over with.

...To sleep til 11, wake up and give me the silent treatment with a tude to go along with it...? 🤷‍♀️🖕

I don't even know why I'm disappointed. It's always the same. My husband didn't acknowledge mother's day at all until I made plans with my mother. He was upset that I wanted to take our son "all evening" to go to dinner with my mom. Then my mom and brother canceled 30 minutes before. We had nothing to cook for dinner because I said before I wasn't cooking for myself for mother's day so I didn't buy anything to make. So I had a corn dog for dinner and washed and folded 3 loads of laundry.