Conscious Relationships

We've been married 9 months, and we have a 2 year old child. I feel unhappy and unloved. He's been in a bad mood all day, but won't tell me why. He just denies being angry, even though he's been snapping and overreacting to every little thing. I am unwell at the moment but still cleaned and tidied the whole living room and kitchen while he played on his game.. he didn't even comment that it looked nice. Our wedding song came on the radio earlier, I turned it up thinking that he would hear it and smile, as I did.. he just closed the door to shut out the noise. I have just booked us a hotel stay for our first wedding anniversary.. we (I) have talked about doing it for ages, I even secured childcare for that weekend and told him so, but when it came to booking, he asked when I was talking about, as if I'd never mentioned it before.. I suggested we watched a movie together tonight.. he has now stormed into the bedroom saying he's been "whinged at" all weekend and he's "bored of it". I'm so fed up of feeling like I've done something wrong when I haven't. I don't want to live my life like this.

So I’m almost at the last weeks of pregnancy and my partner works fifo. Early on during the pregnancy I found out he follows thousands of girl accounts on TikTok. We had a talk and he said it doesn’t mean anything. He’s been away for three weeks and I just saw he’s followed a couple of hundred more. I don’t know how to feel because he probably uses it as “soft porn” but at the same time, makes me feel like crap.

Should I be concerned or bring it up again? He will know I’m watching who he’s following… I’m not insecure, I just feel stupid because why do these girls deserve to be “followed”?

Am I overthinking????

My boyfriend is literally irritated with me all the time. He’s stated before that dealing with my postpartum is overwhelming for him and he also stated that he feels like all i do is just think negatively and that’s why I’m sad all the time. Is this enough reason to leave? Or how do i fix it? I really want to be here but i cry myself to sleep often because eod things he says or his attitude towards me that day

Hi friends! I’m scheduling a pod for Saturday. What would you like the theme to be? Post ideas below! 💜