Love and Sex after Baby

I been with my fiancé for 12 years we have a 7 year old together . We’ve had a lot off infidelity issues , lying , trusting in his behalf .. and I love him dearly .. but for whatever reason , I legit never wanna have sex & he’s expeessss to me how it makes him feel .. even tho he’s an ass , he will kiss the floor I walk on but he’s so dumb .. and idk I do find him attractive but the sex part isn’t there anymore . And I feel bad becuz I know he yearns for me and instead I just wanna watch tv and eat snacks with him lol 😩😩

I'm 6 weeks postpartum and my husband and I had sex for the first time a week ago and it felt OK, I was relieved that it was normal (I had a tear and stitches) which I found the healing process much better than my episiotomy that I had experienced when having my daughter. However, when we had sex last night I found it painful at times, which has confused me as the previous time was absaloutly fine. Has anyone else experienced discomfort and pain after and does it get better?

Hey so I've got a high high high sex drive but don't want another baby after this one. So me and my boyfriend agreed on condoms and birth control.

He said he'll buy some variety of condoms to see what we end up liking before baby gets here but I was hoping for some good recommendations of where to start looking.

I am curious how vaginal penetration actually feels for most women. I have vaginismus, so I have no way of knowing, but I’ve heard that the only real pleasurable part for women is clitoral stimulation, and vaginal doesn’t particularly bring pleasure. I have heard different things.

I'm 6 weeks pp and I'm upset that my husbands not even tried to try it on lol Even if we could we can't as we've a baby that won't go down and 2 other kids but it's making me feel really insecure about myself