As the holidays are approaching us fast, I have found myself thinking about my little girl that I lost back in 2019 in December. I feel the pain all over again and I know she's in a better place. I know she was called home but as I watch my two boys grow up, I just wonder what she would be like. I miss her so much and I still fill the hole that's left behind from the loss of her. I wish there was a way I could celebrate these holidays without being in tears it's hard I love you Harley and wish you were here to celebrate the holidays with your two little brothers there's not a day that goes by that me and your dad. Don't think about you and miss you. I know you're looking down on us still it's not the same. She would be 4 this year.