Missing my daughter

As the holidays are approaching us fast, I have found myself thinking about my little girl that I lost back in 2019 in December. I feel the pain all over again and I know she's in a better place. I know she was called home but as I watch my two boys grow up, I just wonder what she would be like. I miss her so much and I still fill the hole that's left behind from the loss of her. I wish there was a way I could celebrate these holidays without being in tears it's hard I love you Harley and wish you were here to celebrate the holidays with your two little brothers there's not a day that goes by that me and your dad. Don't think about you and miss you. I know you're looking down on us still it's not the same. She would be 4 this year.

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Have you considered getting something made for you (or your family) in her remembrance ? Maybe a blanket, a stuffed animal something you can hold when you are thinking of her?

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Good idea no so my husband and I decided to have her cremated because we both believed that going to her gravestone every year would be mourning her and we wanted to celebrate her because she basically proved all the doctors wrong so we both have necklaces with her ashes on them and we have them hanging up in our vehicle. I have two little boys, so I don't want to be too depressed about it but I do miss her a lot and I find myself thinking about her and missing her more around this time of year than any other time I think about her every year every day all day, but the holidays just seems my daughters more heavy on my heart than any other day of the year but thanks for the advice I'll have to look and see where I can get a blanket for her of her

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I hope you get it. Also, I would talk to her brothers and keep her memory alive you know? Don’t feel guilty for feeling sadness, she’s your baby too.

You can hold her as close to your heart as you want.

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I totally understand. I lost my son in 2020. if you ever need to talk, please contact me. 🙏 ❤️

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thank you for the kind words and advice

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I will thanks

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