Ventingstressed and patience isrunning low

Have been trying everything that my faith can tried and I am becoming discouraged in many ways because I not seeing change as I would like. Being a single mother without the right support is hard and tiresome. I have no friends because hard to find true friends. I have no family because y claim them if they can not be what you need in this moment. I don't care about views that are not healthy and all it does is pull u deeper then what you already are. Having a hard time connecting to self in the environment I am in. I'm just tired and disgusted with things not having the room to grow.