I’ve posted this before, I’m posting it again.
I wish he would let go.
He’s the one that wants to stay together for the kids. I’m the one that thinks that’s stupid. He’s the one with money. Our kid doesn’t start school til the 26-27 school year. So I don’t really have a way to go make money yet as I don’t have free time. I’m kinda stuck. For now at least.
I’m tired of definitely being too much, and never being sure if I am enough.
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😭😭😭 I’m sorry mama
If im honest dying sounds better than figuring anything out. I dont think ill care about anything after im dead, the thing is right now im still alive & have never successfully died before
I’m not built for being alive in these current ages. I don’t know why I thought I’d be a good mom. I already knew I wasn’t even good at being a person.
Like maybe I’m just super pessimistic today, I just can’t seem to find a reason that staying alive would be worth it.
I do think my child would be better off without having to deal with me. Honestly. I feel foolish for thinking I’d be a good mom.