Whew

Never apologize. You are heard

You're going to be in a place of empowered Independence again believe me you can do it. Just give yourself some Grace all of this is very very hard

Are you getting child support

Sometimes it helps to hone in on the anxiety listen to what it's needing and saying all that stuff. Anxiety is usually about extreme fear of future stuff

But believe me your nervous system will thank you if you just keep being with your body and figuring out everything you can to just get yourself safe and that will trickle over to your daughter.

What are your supports look like etc?

Happy to be DMed if you need. So many mamas saved my life the past three yrs and it's done now and I'm happy to support other mums

Hello, I am going through the same thing. It's why I downloaded this app. I was a married single parent and left because of this and thought it would be so much easier if I was just on my own. None of my friends or family helped me even though they knew I was struggling, and when I reached out for help, I was ghosted, or they couldn't be bothered. Now I have no friends, and it took me years to be able to leave financially, and I'm looking back at my life with regrets and guilt. Feel free to message me if you want to chat more.