Hi mamas, I am on my 37th week now and I feel very nervous and anxious about the birth. I am planning on vaginal birth with epidural but I am very scared of not having my vagina back to normal as before after giving the birth. I was thinking that I am prepared for this time but seems like I don’t. I also feel very alone. I am not going to have anyone from my family around and it is not because they don’t want to. It is because they live abroad and they couldn’t get a visa to visit us on this important time. 😭😭
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i was nervous too my first time but i can tell you that even with a suprise episiotomy, unwanted husband stitch and all 13 stitches that tore back open during healing (my ob ended up losing his license) and was refused to be restitched, everything is the same as it was before. it’s crazy what the body can do, and real changes aren’t very noticeable but it does take a while to feel like that