crashout over loosing my fake tan
hey guys i just wanna know if this is stupid, i cant find my fake tan bottle and im trying to make an effort to look after myself more i shaved exfoliated and showered ready to tan and i cannot find it which has set me off in a sad spiral cos it feels like everytime i try and pick myself up from postpartum depression the little things get in the way. i know its just tan and doesnt really matter but i feel so unlike myself cos i havmt been taking care of myself so i really wanted to try again, new bottle and i put it by the window sill so idk how i lost it, i got upset and my partner comforted me then said idk how to help you right now so i suggested we go get a new one real quick its a 4 min drive and i just needed a pamper night and he says we can grab some tomorrow on the way home from our day out. but i wanted to feel nore like me on our day outπ its so dumb i know but i just havnt got a life apart from being a mother atm and i just crave my style back i was so fashionable ππ