Emotionally drained

I don't understand why my daughter is so evil and negative 24/7 unless she is begging for something. That's the only time she smiles and is happy for a second. Im literally literally so tired of it. I don't want her around me anymore. I've been crying all day because I genuinely don't know what to do with or for her anymore.. I just need someone to talk to, other than the ones that knows me or her. Because they just don't get it or understand it. They brush it off and I'm literally drained with her.

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Breastfeeding

11 weeks PP and very disappointed that I didn’t try to breast feed ☹️ my baby latches on to me but nothing is there now

Has anyone used one of these?

A coworker suggested one of these for our flight this weekend to Canada. Was wondering if anyone used one and if it was useful or not. Do airlines allow anything like this??

Milestones

Anyone else’s nearly 9 month baby not rolling or crawling??

Am I a bad mother?

My daughter has been crying inconsolably before every feed and when checked with my paed, she suggested antacids as this could be acid reflux. It has slightly improved but the routine has become very hectic for me - feed every 3 hours, before every feed have to calm her down or half asleep, feed takes 45 mins to 1 hour, keep her upright for 20-30 mins, pump my breastmilk.
This has been the routine since more than a week now and I am feeling super super exhausted. Due to the exertion, I decided to switch to formula and not rely on my pumped milk.
Does this decision make me a bad mother ? Is there anyone else too who faced this with their 3-4 months old baby.
I feel so helpless and overthinking every decision and action for my baby.

Breastfeeding and weight gain

My baby boy is 5 weeks old and since we have been home from the hospital (4 weeks) I have been exclusively breastfeeding. I was told I had to give him formula in the hospital as they wanted to track exactly how much milk he was receiving and I had to write down every feed, and how much baby was taking. Baby was weighed yesterday and he’s gained on average 20g a day when it should be 25-35g per day so on the lower end and now I’m worried my baby isn’t getting enough. Should I pump and give him a bottle too? Any experience or advice please? Xx

Milk refusal and sleep regression

Anyone else going through this right now my baby is so alert in the day he won’t sit still for long enough to drink more than half his bottle unless he’s about to take a nap. But then extra hungry at night so waking every 2/3 hours for milk. It’s killing me im a zombie I’m so tired. When it gets to 5am I just let him sleep on me just to get some consistent sleep! Tips welcome!!