pretty specific poll... moms who had their first baby in their early 20's!!
My baby is just 8mo, and I absolutely ADORE her, I think she came to my life at the perfect time, even tho she wasn't planned. I love being a mommy, even tho I lost most of my friends (if you can call them that lol). I used to be THE party girl, smoked weed and tobacco and drank a lot, and my lifestyle obviously completely changed.
Until today, I hadn't missed going out, but suddenly missed the feeling of it, the uncertainty of what would happen, the euphoria and happiness of being drunk and dancing. I felt guilty even writing this. Again, I wouldn't change a single thing of my life, but was just wondering if you ever go out again... I thought about it and can't figure when will my baby sleep through the night (we are quite far from that yet), when will I be able to go out again... my BD still goes out every weekend, and until today I didn't care now I'm a bit jealous.
I know time flies, this past 8 months have gone so fast! So I'm enjoying every moment of my baby! But can't help but wonder...
No judgment please! Feel free to share experiences or opinions!
