Thinking of trying for second baby?

Hey so my April baby is my second. I have a 2y4m age gap. Started trying when my oldest was 17 months and got pregnant when she was 20/21 months.

From the moment my first was born I knew I wanted another. She was a textbook easy baby.

Pregnancy with a toddler was hard. I was sick from start to finish like my first, and the tiredness in pregnancy was relentless because I couldn't just sleep with her and I also worked full time.

I prepared her by letting her feel my tummy, come to midwife appts, and seeing/playing with all the baby stuff. She also got some books about siblings. By the time he came she was excited.

I had so much guilt about whether it was the right thing to do or not. And how I could share my love or if my daughter would get jealous etc.

We are 17 months in and had ups abd downs. Daughter has become an amazing big sister. My heart is so full and I dont regret it. We are tired, we are chaotic, we are overwhelmed and overstimulated most days but I wouldnt change it for the world. X