Not me over here crying

I'm binge watching popstar academy bawling over them giving each other a huge group hug. I just want that, I need that so bad. I just want someone that will randomly video call me or marco polo me looking raw. Being ok with showing off your double chin and just being goofy without worrying about having perfect hair or makeup. Someone that will fully be themselves. I be looking fugly 100% of the time esp now that I'm bed ridden. I'm planning on going into surgery AGAIN for herniated disc. But I can't just get the regular surgery I have to have a fusion. I've already been isolating myself for years while on my healing journey and now this? Now I have to do this again with hardly any support. What Fucking gives. Well thats my rant, over and out 😭🥺🥹😅

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Sending you a big virtual hug 🥺❤️ You deserve the kind of friendship you’re looking for and I hope you find it soon

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Hey there, I hope you're ok with me sending you a giant virtual hug. Herniated disc is really no fun but I'm sure you'll handle this amazingly. You're much stronger than you think. Life is really complicated unfortunately. I'm here if you'd like to chat here or in private. Sending you lots of love.

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hey I just had fusion surgery 7 weeks ago :) so still pn light duty

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