Intrusive thoughts

I’m literally in the same boat , I lost a baby at 10 weeks gestation in January and before I could even fully process it I got pregnant again by February , I’m 38 weeks today and I told my midwife how I feel , I said that even tho I can feel my baby kicking me and I’m really excited I can’t help but be able to not comprehend that I’m actually going to be a mum , I said I’m so worried that he will die or something or even after he is born that I will lose him and she said that these feelings are very normal to have , have you spoken to anyone about this though? If you haven’t it is 100% worth talking to your midwife or mental health support , you might be entitled to extra midwife visits after you give birth , I feel you my love but I can say that your going to be an amazing mum and your so close to seeing that little face now , it will happen and god willing nothing bad happens to you at all, wishing you a safe and healthy c section so you can recover with your baby in peace x