It was another day when I really struggled giving my 2 children the care and parenting they need. While they are at different ages, the older one is currently going through some challenging time and would hugely benefit from mama's undivided attention and care. Baby is a baby, likely a teething baby, in the need of mama's constant undivided care. Daddy works all the time, and no other family or village around. Im on my own with this. My heart is breaking that I cannot be the mother to both of my kids the way they need me!