Going for a number 2 feels different?

Yes I was also rlly badly constipated so idk if that played a part

I’m 3 1/2 weeks and yeah around 2 weeks it was straight up awful but it’s slowly going back to normal

You’re going to be super swollen down there, especially the perineum, which is most likely what’s making you feel so strange. If it’s painful, I would definitely see your GP. I had an episiotomy and whilst I recovered really well and didn’t have any discomfort from it, I was still given lactulose by the hospital, perhaps it’s worth giving that a go whilst you’re still in the first couple months of recovery xx