No sex
So I have worked out me and my
Boyfriend have only had sex 6 times this year. When I saw them numbers I was crying.
For the last 2 years our sex life is non existent unless I initiate. I got tired of doing it and makes me feel unwanted.
Now sex only happens if I have a breakdown about it or itβs a special occasion, but again I feel thatβs him just trying to tick a box cause he knows Iβll be upset.
He knows exactly how I feel about it and heβs promised he will try harder but it NEVER happens. Itβs more frustrating because he is affectionate with kissing cuddling and rubbing like we are going to have sex but it doesnβt happen.
So I literally have anxiety now when it does happen cause I think well when will be the next one, probably not another month or heβs just doing it for my benefit.
I cry pretty much weekly about it , Iβm only 32 and I am feel a lot of resentment, hatred and just ignored.
Iβve always had a high labido and Iβm 30 weeks pregnant and still want sex but I just feel devastated because I know once the baby is here itβll NEVER happen.