Mamas with depression, anxiety, and other mental health disorders

Depression

So I'm a young 25 year old single mom. I'm new to the US, not even 2 months I've been here. It's been tuff yuh know but I'm trying my best to get myself together. My son is very happy, he doesn't realize that I'm struggling to keep it together. I dont have any friends and I don't know anyone so Ive really been staying inside. I've been carrying him to the pool and trying to do fun little activities with him. But I feel like I'm just super depressed atm. And I smile true it for my son but when he's asleep I cry so much. And I've been experiencing insomnia lately. I've always been an nside person,because I'm also an only child. But I'm really tryna come out of my comfort zone.

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I am right to be annoyed?

Me and my husband have a nearly 3 year old and a 4 month old
The only day we get as a family is a Saturday because every Sunday is taken up with him at golf. He promised when we had our second he would do it every other weekend. That happened for aboir a month then back to old habits.
I never tell him he can't go but I will make it obvious I am not impressed every week. Now my son is old enough to be upset when daddy goes off to golf its becoming hard.
Am I right in being annoyed or shall I just let him get on with it? I don't want to stop him doing things he enjoys, it makes him happy. I think even if I tried to stop him he'd still go.

So frustrated and feeling very depressed

I had been alone for 2 months just me and the baby , my husband comes home and he’s working 6 am to 7-8 pm so basically all day it’s just me and the baby he’s now been gone since Wednesday and doesn’t come back till tomorrow night .

I don’t like the way I’m feeling but it’s like I’ve been having strong emotions of going to sleep and not wanting to wake up

How much do you share with people in your family or friends?

Is so interesting when I look at my siblings on my mom's side we don't really share information with each other unless we have to but when I look at the supplies on my dad's side they expect for you to share everything with them and they share everything with you. If so different when I look at it how does it work for you?

Husband left 8mo. unattended in high chair at hotel breakfast

Husband went to hotel breakfast buffet with our 8 month old a few minutes to get set up. When I walked in I saw my husband on his own getting some fruit.

Our baby was strapped in the high chair about 10m across the room from him. When my husband walked over I said “caught you, you left our baby unattended in the high chair”.

My husband then immediately got quiet, claimed he wasn’t hungry anymore and was generally in a bad mood. I said “why aren’t you hungry anymore? Is it because I called you out on leaving our baby alone?”

He then stormed off and said “good luck with breakfast”, before sending a flurry of angry texts saying he did nothing wrong, he’s a great dad, and I treat him like a fucking child, telling him off like I’m his mum. He said “our baby has never even looked close to falling out”, to which I responded “it only takes two seconds”.

Husband now not talking to me and our last day on holiday is ruined.

Context: the high chair is an ikea one with only a 3 point harness.

Anyone else’s JB not interested in solids?

So my JB is not interested in solids it seems like, he doesn’t want his baby food anymore and he’ll gag and sometimes throw up if he eats solids. He’s almost one and I feel like I’m failing him.

Does your 4.5 year old have bad separation anxiety?

If I even leave the room or my daughter can't see me, she hysterically cries. We can't leave her with anyone without her crying and getting upset and constantly asking about when we're coming back.
She cries and has to carried into preschool everyday.

Is it this normal at this age?