Might be a bit sexually vulgar, sorry. Please skip reading if not your vibe.

I used to watch porn often times when I was still single. I enjoy watching lesbians and so I wondered if I’m a bi. Here in Australia there is this escort services called Scarlett Blue and out of curiosity I gave in to hire a female escort. After that first experience I confirmed that I am indeed a bi, and actually happened again another couple of times. I love being with men but being with women was definitely another experience - kissing, caressing, scissor, licking pussy and sticking tongue inside their pussy hole just felt so fucking turn on while they moan(omg I’m getting wet as I’m typing and reminiscing the experience!). 🥵

But now I’ve got my own family with my husband and kids. Is it wrong and weird to daydream the experience I had with women? I feel as though I miss it and having an itch to lick pussy again, but different lifestyle now and don’t want to cheat and hurt hubby.

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I wouldn’t say it’s bad daydreaming the thought shit I do too. Have you ever thought about a threesome? Talking with your partner about the fascination you have in common with a beautiful woman? I know it can be a little weird at first communicating with your partner about stuff like this- but it could be really hot and a big relief off your chest. I know from personal experience ✨ also nothing wrong with watching porn! We all have our needs and who knows a woman’s body better than herself?

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spice up sex tips?

its always i ride him and he lasts 2 mins max then done

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Needs friends

I’m a 31 year old with a 19 month live in a small town 😂

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Was my MIL saying I have a flat ass??

My MIL came over yesterday and I guess noticed I look like I’ve been working out and gave me a compliment.
I know that I don’t have much of a butt though (thanks breastfeeding.)
So she asked me if I follow a certain fitness girl on IG, she said “you should really check her out she has the best glute exercises.” I was like okay cool thanks.
Then this morning she went ahead and forwarded me the girl’s IG page and said “some cool things to try here.”

Am I crazy to think she was trying to tell me to work out my butt more 😅

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App made it worse

I got on here with the impressions that I would make friends however nothing seems genuine. Nothing seems solid so I'm just going to delete this app.😞

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What would you do?

Hey, so I am pregnant and I’m also a single mom of a 15 month old who has been very challenging recently for me. He wines and has tantrums and is full of big feelings. Normally, I have a lot of patience but as I’m pregnant, he is really spread thin and I’m exhausted and I really need help. I have a friend who lives about a 30 minute drive away. She’s been a friend for 20 years. She is older than me. Around six years old and has grown children. When my baby was an infant she invited me to her house on Saturdays so she could hold the baby while I slept. Well then it felt like she was being very helpful, I now have the suspicion that she was doing it just to hold the cute baby. As I was doing the work of driving to her house with a newborn, which was very stressful. She stopped doing it once my baby got mobile and would get into things. It has become very resistant to the idea of helping. I even asked her if she would be able to watch my baby what I went to the hospital to give birth and she said it would be too much for her. She knows that I don’t have any parents or any support System. I asked if she could take him overnight just once so I could sleep when he was going through her sleep regression and was up at all hours at night. And she said that would be too much. Basically I haven’t seen her in months and she invited me recently to dinner at her house. It’s always at her house. She has been to my house once and I have lived here for a year. Dinner at her house means completely ruining bedtime and making for a really difficult night for me as he will fall asleep on the drive home and then be up for hours before going back to bed again. Though I know if I decline going to her house, they aren’t going to come to my house. I want to just say no I don’t want to make that effort, but if I decline all the time, I won’t ever have any community at all. And I really feel the need to have people in my life right now because I’m really struggling a lot. I’m crying as I write this. This is so fucking hard. What would you do? Please don’t tell me she’s not a friend etc. because she really is that. I know that’s just her limit that she can’t help with my toddler. But I don’t know what to do about my feeling of resentment right now.

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Friendsss 🤍

Ive been in the children’s hospital with my daughter for two months now. This week we made two months here. She also turned 2 months old 🤍 ive been feeling lonelier than usual. I have no friends to talk to (cut off alot of them during my pregnancy due to negative energy. Dont need that in my life) i would really enjoy having something friends (: maybe we could start a group chat with other moms? Maybe not? I dont know. Feel free to reach out to me here or ask me for my socials (:

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