I think I married one of the most toxic men!!
My husband is soo toxic and itās so annoyingly confusing. Heās loyal, a provider, hard working, committed to his family (me and the kids) but on the flip side this man has never paid me a compliment he finds it soo hard to say something nice to me⦠(he says heās a doer not a lover boy sweet talker) but thatās not what Iām asking for I just think itās normal to at least say well done, Iām proud of you, here give me a hug, you look nice today, youāre so good atā¦. Anything!!! But no just can not bring himself to do it. But to critic oh he can go on and on on things I havenāt quite done right.. always takes an opportunity to give feedback or criticism but never a word of encouragement.
Iāve tried talking to him but I realise this is just who he really is. At the start I never noticed this he was so lovely to me made me feel beautiful and seen and desired now I honestly question if he even likes me⦠when I ask him do you even like me he just laughs in my face and calls me dramatic.
To him the fact that he is loyal and committed to the family should tell me all that I need to know but I donāt know I just find it so weird how you can love someone and not uplift them.
Has anyone experienced this?! And please I donāt want any of the āno I canāt relate my husband is amazingā comments. Iām soo happy for you but I just want to hear from those who relate of have experienced this in the past.
Apartment pool
My daughter and I recently started going to our apartment pool with a few other moms and their kids. The funny thing is, our pool was always completely empty before. For months, nobody used it.
Now that the weather has been nice and a few moms have started bringing their kids, thereās suddenly an older man who is there every single day, all day. He sits alone in the same corner wearing sunglasses and a big sun hat, so you can barely even see his face. Iāll check the pool, see him there, come back two or three hours later, and heās still sitting in the exact same spot. It happens every day.
My partner keeps telling me, āJust go. Who cares if heās there?ā But I donāt think he understands the pattern. Itās not that someone happens to be using the pool at the same time. Itās that the pool sat empty for months, and now that moms and little kids have started using it, this man is suddenly there from morning until evening every single day.
Maybe itās completely innocent, but as a mom, Iām just not comfortable taking my baby to the pool alone while a man sits in the corner watching the pool for hours. It really sucks because I want to enjoy the pool with my daughter, but instead I find myself avoiding it.