Wish I didn’t miss this chapter of my life

Maybe you should try to see if it is possible for you to go back to school if that is what you want. It takes planning but there are lots of moms that do.

I think about the opposite. What if I never went to college and learn about parties, excessive alcohol, and fell away from the church? So much regret, even after forgiveness. There is so much evil in college, especially now. I don't think it's worth it. I wish I spent my time learning how to care for a home and maybe my hobbies like painting instead of learning about something to make me money to only work for a couple of years before being a SAHM. College and office life made me hard and bitter. It's been a long journey trying to learn how to be a good wife, mother, and Christian woman. I read a lot of books to help me, but it was extremely difficult in the beginning.

Thank you for sharing your experience it was very insightful for me. To be honest I’ve actually became bitter and angry from being at stay at home mom. Like I’ve never felt rage like this in my life and I have absolutely no friends so I have to suffer alone and it’s miserable. I guess no matter what there really isn’t one single that will make you happy 😞 you just have to find it some other way