Heartbroken 💔

Honestly I knew I wanted more kids but at one point in time I thought it was meant for me to be one and done. Especially after she started school. That’s hard to navigate sometimes. But now here I am w/ a 7 year old in 2nd grade and twin 10month olds. It is hard but it is so rewarding too. Everyone has a different timeline and different mom experiences. But give yourself some grace and if you need to chat more just message me :)

Thankyou, I think im also terrified of getting PPD again. I dont have a support network like i used to since moving away 2 years ago. I just dont see how its going to work right now if ever.

I went through the same thing. I had my first child at 16 and went through a lot mentally being her only parent, though I did have my mom. I didn't want to have anymore kids especially at such a young age. 12 years later I now have twin boys as well. My significant other has 4 children as well from a previous relationship. I'm grateful I waited so long now I have the big family I always wanted. Sometimes it's just the timing, everybody's timing is different.

I always wanted two kids, but I know my limits and I’d be a shit mum if I had another.

🥲 I feel for you mama. Your self awareness is such a strength and is inspiring! Don’t doubt yourself! You are on the right track.