I am broken.

I honestly could have written this whole thing myself. You’re not alone mama🥰

I’m so sorry you’re feeling like this lovely ❤️ Breastfeeding is bloody hard work and so demanding, so please don’t be too hard on yourself. It might be worth having a chat with your health visitor or GP about CMPA especially as you said formula gives her the runs, just to rule anything like that out. But honestly, — you’re doing your best for your little one and that’s all that matters You’ve got this mama ❤️ xx

You are amazing and doing something amazing. That baby loves you so much and is so lucky to have you as their mother. Keep going this will not last forever x

If you don't have mom friends it can be really hard transitioning into momhood ❤️‍🩹. I lost every friend after we were just on 2 different types of vibes now and my mom brain just wanted to become mature.

Have you tried gentle ease formula?
My 🌱 young one got the 💩 poops and was just do uncomfortable from gas it was horrible! And breastfeeding girl you are a boob solider it's so hard I'm still breastfeeding too. But it's impossible to be bounce back in my opinion to who you were before entirely. But you can absolutely build up to it. Like wear a face mask while breastfeeding lol 😆 I got tired of trying to find time and honestly forced it started seeing what I can do slowly. I didn't have my mom or ppl over to cover me. Tried with my grandma once he cried while I was enjoying a nice hot shower 🚿. So I put him in his car seat in the bathroom with me he didn't cry. I was so shocked 😲 I thought he would hate it lol. Apparently they just need us in proximity or just where they can still hear us