Feels like worst mum ever!
Feel so guilty 🥹 today has been a busy but normal Sunday, food shop, de clutter mode kicked in so took it while it was there as I normal procrastinate, here there and everywhere out an about today son didn’t get chance to have his usual morning nap, in an out of car in shops, but he slept for maybe 20 mins on drive home around 11am usually he does a 1-5 to 2 hours. But once we was home he was awake and chatting didn’t seem tired ect, fast forward to this evening, I’m exhausted we just finished dinner, he’s in his high chairs finishing his with his tv show on me and my husband doom scro on TikTok waiting for him, maybe 10 mins went by I look up and he’s asleep in his high chair, still holding abit of pasta 🥹 he didn’t make a noise, didn’t fuss to get down, didn’t say Bed dada ( we both dada atm) and normal I BF him to sleep still, I feel lost now, I managed to change his bum, clothes, into his sleep suit and into his cot with not a ster from him, I feel so horrible now that he was that tired and I didn’t note that he just crashed in his chair! Also double sad no feeling to sleep and cuddles! I thought I was ready to wean off night time boobie but maybe I’m not 🥹 I feel so bad for tonight tho!! So stupid we just sitting on our phones and didn’t even realise he fell sleep 🤦🏻♀️
