Maternity leave ending

I go back to work after TOMORROW, i literally have my last day today with my little boy and i am SO SO emotional about it. I've already extended it by using some annual leave but i can't use anymore as i need to save some for before my next mat leave as i am pregnant again (this is the only thing keeping me going atm knowing al be back with my little boy everyday again in a few months)
How on earth do people get through the emotions of going back to work i never know it'd be this big of a thing i thought the day would just come and id go to work like normal and everything would be fine but wow it feels like im about to have a limb chopped off.
Don't get me wrong maternity leave and post partum has been tough, i've suffered with PPD and being on my own all day everyday with a baby has really took a toll on that however it's been so worth it. I've also struggled to entertain my child constantly especially now he's a bit older and gets bored so easily and ends up fussy if he's not entertained constantly so at first i couldn't wait for it to be over so i could have some normality back but now it doesn't feel like normality it feels so strange and i just can't shake it. I can't even imagine going to work tomorrow and having to kiss my boy goodbye for the day 😔😔

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Family culture difference on money

Sorry this is long, I hope some of you get to the end and give advice!!!

So I’m a very thrifty person, things are tight at the moment, the cost of living crisis and my house is heated by oil so things are extortionate. We aren’t on the bread line but we aren’t flush, hubby might be made redundant so there is some financial pressure.

Sometimes I buy my sons something nicer, on the justification that I can sell it on after (♥️ vinted ♥️). I have also been planning on pretty much breaking even most of the baby things I bought from face book market place, side by crib, baby changing unit, etc.

Hubby and I have different money cultures with our families (he’s Indian, I’m British). I’m my family we don’t mix money, we would help each other out if someone was in trouble and will get each other gifts on special occasions. With hubby’s family money is much more fluid, they will give each other things worth thousands of £ just because.

Hubby’s brother bought him a new laptop and a new Google phone, he’s been very generous to hubby. Hubby hasn’t given the same back because brother is much richer.

Hubby and I mostly share finances. If it’s relevant I’m the higher earner.

Now to the point! My babies are so cute they’ve given hubby’s brother (currently single) baby rabies. He’s asked for our baby stuff when we’re done with it. He’s been so generous to hubby I feel really stingy saying no. But I’d never have bought some of the stuff if I wasn’t going to get a return on it - the thought makes me a bit anxious. If we gave all our baby stuff given the second hand value it still wouldn’t equal what the brother had given hubby.

I thought maybe I could give him some stuff but sell some stuff, but hubby said then his brother will just have to go out and buy that stuff, so I should name my price and ask his brother for the money. That makes me feel very uncomfortable, given how generous the brother has been to hubby.

So what do I do ladies? Give it all and suck it up? Give part of it and sell parts on Vinted/FB, or ask hubbys brother for money for it and be uncomfortable? Or do you see another solution?

No one is being entitled or rude here, just a culture difference I need to navigate.

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