I’m just feeling so defeated. And I knew for a long time it was bad but the last couple months it’s been pretty much all consuming.
I don’t know how I ended up so alone. Like I truthfully have no close relationships it feels like.
I realized when I was pregnant with my son (he’s almost 2 now) my relationship with my son’s dad is terrible. We still live together I wouldn’t consider us romantic anymore it’s just out of necessity. I’m not close with my parents, and most things come to a fight. Me and my sister had a falling out over her stealing money from my mom, now I realize it wasn’t my business. I never really made a big friend group after high school. It was always just a bunch of random unconnected people, that to be honest at this point I’m not in touch with other than catching up with. I didn’t go to college so I don’t have college friends. My high school friends we all check in but we’re not close anymore and honestly it’s mainly just like people I used to know. At work I talk with everyone would never consider anyone remotely as close to me.
I just feel so sad at this point. I don’t know how I got to this point that I really have no one..
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Sending you hugs. We are in the same boat and you aren’t alone.