Leaving the house without baby

My baby turns 2 in May and I still feel sad and like a part of me is missing whenever I am without her. It has gotten easier going out without her but I still always try to hurry back home (2 hours away from her is usually the most I can do lol)

Mines almost 3 and I still feel like that but I work a pretty intense job so on Sundays my partner is off and they have a “boy day” and I leave to run errands or go to the gym or go have lunch with friends and that refreshes me so much

Yes, very 1st time I left him felt weird but you soon get use to it !!

Definitely a strange feeling.
Unfortunately my hand was forced when he was 3 and a half months as I had some health issues pop up for myself and was back and fore the hospital for checks and eventually an op as an outpatient.
Going from never leaving him to being sat in the hospital hours on end by myself as his dad was with him and my family aren't local, was so hard. I just found myself sat there weeping.

I actually like being alone for a bit!

"Is this how people walk while not holding onto a buggy? What to people do with their hands all day?? Just dangle them around? OMG I'm using the stairs... look at me! Not going the long way around" these are just some of my thoughts walking without my little one 😂😂😂