Advice?

Anyone got a child that their favourite sensory thing is water?? If so can someone suggest anything I am going out of my mind here!!

My son is 3 years old and loves water (he’s going through autism assessment at the moment not sure if it’s relevant but just so kinda know) no matter where there’s water he will be there for sure but my issue is he’s got this obsession with my toilet I thought we got past it a year ago! And yes I lock the door from the outside so he couldn’t get in there and now he’s figured out how to unlock the door! He’s not potty trained he’s non verbal just thought that putting a lock on the outside at the top where he can’t reach is abit much I feel like I’m kind of stopping him from learning about the toilet he comes with me or his brother when we use it but he will put anything in the toilet to play with that water and my eldest son is gross sometimes doesn’t always flush the toilet feel like I’m forever just bathing him cos he’s played in the toilet 🤦‍♀️😂

Any advice is welcome! Someone help a momma out please Tia ❤️

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Would this irritate you?

My MIL came round for dinner last night. I was finishing off cooking and had prepared a plate for my toddler, to eat at the same time as us.
My son was completely fine, playing in the living room. My MIL came into the kitchen, said that my son is hungry, took the food, put him in his high chair and started feeding him. It was done in a cold way rather than asking if we'd like her to help or to start feeding him.

Comment from my partner

Am I being overly sensitive here?

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