I’ve been feeling so down. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about certain stuff but I’ve just been feeling so depressed lately. Idk what it is. I don’t even want to brush my hair or teeth. None of my pre pregnancy clothes fit I’m almost 5 months postpartum. I’m the biggest I’ve ever been in my whole life 😠I feel like my bd ruined my life. Not because I have his baby. But because he completely changed after I got pregnant and was cheating on me my whole pregnancy. He put me in a fucked up situation and I can’t get past it. Is it normal to get ppd months later? I haven’t felt this way until just recently. 🫠I’m just so drained I have no energy to cook or clean. I only shower because me and my baby shower together or I would probably shower every couple of days. 😪 I don’t even feel pretty or recognize myself when I look in the mirror…
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Yes is possible i felt the same as i had a emergency c section and the pain was so bad it's thought death would of been easier but it gets better just work out what you want and need in your life and take it step by step

Yes ppd can happen i think within the first year. And sounds like you are in a very sad environment. Have you reached out to family maybe some one can help you with baby or even just be a person to talk to or friends ??

Apparently it’s normal to get ppd months later from what friends have told me. It’s good to have people you can talk or simply just vent.
If you need someone to talk with you can always message me :)

I have PPD and I didn’t know it until I started getting mad at everyone and I’m loosing a lot of my hair and I don’t even feel like brushing my hair anymore and I hate that feeling

My love the biggest comeback you can do after betrayal is use that anger and disappointment and get your shit together! Nonetheless I’m here if you need that push

I feel the same way, I’m here if you want to talk