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Today I asked my fiancé to grab me beef ramen packs, super simple super cheep when he got back he brought the wrong thing home I was sad and said I didn’t want what he got, and because he was working on his Pokemon business he got an attitude that he had to drive literally across the street again it hurt my feelings so slammed the door and left it at that and went to shower. After getting out the shower I was straightening the bathroom out and he came up to me not to apologize but to complain , so I shut the door and locked it on him (I didn’t want to hear anymore) and he literally kicked it down the door and frame in it almost fell on me and I lost it. I told him I wish I never got pregnant by him I thought he would be nicer to me while pregnant but it’s never been this bad in our 5 years together. I feel terrible because I wanted to have a baby so bad but now I feel like I regret everything… I’m at a loss and have been driving around for the past 6 hours just because I don’t want to go back home. I don’t have anyone to go to either so I just don’t know what to do ..