At this Pacific moment, all I really wanna do is breakdown. I donโt have no more tears to cry ๐ข Iโm so fucking lost right now๐๐ my biggest issue is that I donโt know how to open up talk to somebody I want to๐๐๐ฅบ Iโm dealing with so much shit ๐๐ my people always told me growing up crying is not OK thatโs showing your weak ๐๐ thatโs showing youโre not going to be able to be in this world ๐ if youโre weak, I guess thatโs why I canโt open up to nobody Iโm those kind of people that will hold my feelings in my anger ๐ก and then when the moment comes, thatโs when I will let it all out๐ค๐ค๐ข Iโve never been told itโs OK to cry itโs OK not to be OK โ I miss my auntie I miss My Cousin ๐๐๐ I Donโt Know ๐คฆ๐พโโ๏ธ if itโs just hormones because I am 24 weeks pregnant right now but Iโve been feeling like this way before I got pregnant ๐คฐ๐ฝ๐๐ I understand they have people in this world ๐ That is going through way more than I can ever imagine but everybody still needs somebody to talk to this world is not easy my dad always told me growing up God gave his weakest soldier the hardest missions to see how they are going to handle it and coming from me, I canโt do it no more ๐๐๐ the only reason Iโm really stopping is because of My Kids. They are the only reason ๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ฃ๐!!!!!
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