No sex
So I have worked out me and my
Boyfriend have only had sex 6 times this year. When I saw them numbers I was crying.
For the last 2 years our sex life is non existent unless I initiate. I got tired of doing it and makes me feel unwanted.
Now sex only happens if I have a breakdown about it or it’s a special occasion, but again I feel that’s him just trying to tick a box cause he knows I’ll be upset.
He knows exactly how I feel about it and he’s promised he will try harder but it NEVER happens. It’s more frustrating because he is affectionate with kissing cuddling and rubbing like we are going to have sex but it doesn’t happen.
So I literally have anxiety now when it does happen cause I think well when will be the next one, probably not another month or he’s just doing it for my benefit.
I cry pretty much weekly about it , I’m only 32 and I am feel a lot of resentment, hatred and just ignored.
I’ve always had a high labido and I’m 30 weeks pregnant and still want sex but I just feel devastated because I know once the baby is here it’ll NEVER happen.
