Waiting on my Rainbow
Hi this is my first time posting in this chat or really in general I think. We experienced a stillbirth with my daughter in March 2026, she was supposed to be my "April 2026 Baby". I never experienced a loss like this and it hurts, extremely. I'm not sure where to post this or if I even should.
No one talks about how much it hurts to leave the groups on here and not being able to join the groups you should've been joining. I was in April 2026 Babies and then had to leave because I knew these people would be posting their babies. I can't join First Time Moms because do I even qualify now?
Its so hard, we're ttc now and have been for about 4 months. It took us 4 months with our daughter so I'm praying this cycle but I feel so worn out and beat. I didn't think I'd be TTC so soon because I thought I'd have my daughter here with me.
TLTR: I guess I just need advice on ttc and how to not burn out (don't say don't focus on it)