I seriously need some advice on how to feel happier in life

I m so misarble,I m mot happy in my life,I m single mum,I don't get any head space,i deal with everything on my own,noone around can relate,all I do is worry,I never feel relaxed, never feel ok,I went through DV so my self esteem in on the floor,I have such a negative view on everything,I feel like noone likes me,I sick of feeling like this,it's been 4 years since I left,I feel no way of moving forward,I feel this big gap in my soul,not fulfilled with jobs,or where I love or friendships,money,I dint had sex for 4 years,I m off work now and all I do is sit on the couch,clean,everythung I do is for my daughter...fed up,tired,need therapy but don't have time....I feel.like I need to make seem changes

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Need honest advice - finances and husband

Since I started maternity leave not once has my husband asked me if I need any money or anything to help cover my bills. Everytime I go out on my own and buy my son stuff I pay for it and he doenst give me any money. I don't have any saving left and my last SMP is this month and I will be taking additional 3 months off.
Dont get me wrong when we go out together he pays for groceries etc. sometimes his phone dies so I end up paying and even with that he never asks do I need the money considering I am on SMP. We live with inLws and I want to move out by next year - Again to this he is so uptight and says I need to have money towards it. So I sad fine I will go back to work sooner than I expected and put him into nursery (which he doenst like but I have not option, don't want grandparents to look after him)

He is self employed and ceo of limited companies, he's hardly around always coming home late so I'm pretty much looking after our son myself. Everytime I bring up the topic finances he gets so defensive and keeps bringing up my debt - which yes I know he should not have to be responsible for but I can't rewind time and change my spending habits.
He took money out our savings saying that he will give £1000 a month to pay my credit card off which has not happened .
From our wedding 2 years ago we Received about 12k from gifts which he took 90% for his business. Whilst I was pregnant I said let's put money in a savings account, but he doesn't like doing that, he doesn't like having these conversations and it's so annoying to speak to him about this as all he
Keeps bringing up his my debts. But there's no responsibility of even asking my if I need anything. He hardly helps with household chores. He's always in and out and I'm getting so tired of it. I have voiced so many times I don't want to live here anymore and he says then I need to bring the money. I completely get his work is demanding and he needs to cover all expenses and cost, but he has no 'family commitments' in the sense of a mortgage or bills. Only groceries and baby stuff.

I am now considering to apply for UC as I cannot keep worrying about this for the next 3 months as I clearly cannot rely on him and I'm not at th point that I don't care if it affects him. I know if you make over a threshold you are not eligible but I'm not sure how much he makes money is always going in and out. Don't get me wrong he does buy us stuff when we need and take us out but always will comment on my spending habits even if I sn buying it with my money. He doesn't ask if baby needs anytime becuse he's so occupied with work. For example if we have an event of course I have to buy stuff to give and he starts having a go about that I mean you want me to go empty handed?
When we do go out with my family, he always pays and I do feel bad but that is also because he fights to pay for it and then will bring this up later in an argument.

I'm just so fed up and really starting to resent him, I can't have a conversation with him he always gets annoyed and I also find myself getting annoyed at everything but it's constantly he's on the phone chatting away walking in And out doesn't spend any real quality time with us.

I'm just frustrated and had to rant. . Not sure if anyone else going through the same thing and can relate??

Hyper sexual

This is gonna be explicit but it says this group is for moms who say whatever so here we go …

I’m so hyper sexual. Me and my bd never really did much. But now I’m with someone else ( my ex and old bestfriend ) and we have been together for a year. I can’t stop craving his dick. I love giving him BJs and it gets extra heated. Any advice on things I could say or do to switch it up a little tho? I wanna catch him off guard.

Sad and hurt

Thought I made a friend but then get ghosted not sure why. Plz someone be a good true friend to me! That’s what I need and want. Want someone I can depend on always and someone that will be honest with me as a friend

Does anyone else just crave a sister like friendship?

I’m an only child so I’ve never had a sisterly connection. I’ve spent most of my adult life wishing to be a best friend to someone, or part of a close girls group. I’ve missed out on the ‘partying’ the ‘girls group chat’ era. Why is it so hard to make friends as you get older? I’ve just turned 30 and it feels like I’ve missed out on this era of life completely - I feel so old 😂

Hey

I’m looking for a Bestie 🫶🏽/Friend or we’re comfortable talking every day that a genuine friendship that can grow beyond FaceTime and text messages that actually travel with try new things play dates, etc. I’d love to binge watch TV. Try to to get into reading and out right now, I love a little bit of gaming, which I have time to, which is rarely located in Anderson, Indiana

Finding mom friends, hard or no?

I’ve been on this app a bit before my LO was born, still haven’t found a mom friend that has stuck around for the journey. Now we’re thinking of moving up north and I feel like it’ll be the same there… I can feel my depression has set in this week, feel like it’s because I’ve had no one to actually talk to lately but I dunno.. really wish I could just find one mom friend that sticks and we become best friends with a connection that could never be broken, a small group of mom friends would be nice to! But I’m just hoping for one at this point!!🫩 I’m tired of searching.