I just want to leave

I just want to leave

I (23f) just want to take my 3 month old baby daughter to my familys and away from my husband (36m) and his son (6m).
My husband just threw the responsibility of caring for his son so quickly into our marraige..i barely met the guy a year ago we arent even a year married...i know im stupid..but im just at this point where im on maternity leave but im neglecting my baby girl for his kid and his family..im neglecting myself and not enjoying my maternity leave..im paying for the majority of the rent while hes going to work for what? I paid for and worked on all his sons school stuff/birthday stuff no help..and i just can't handle my stepson anymore..he has adhd among other behavioral problems that i no longer want to be responsible for. I dont know what tf to do..because i cant just leave all of a sudden whos gunna take care of all his shit that he threw on me? Cause he has work..
And if i start caring about my mental health first and trying to set boundaries its nkt only a problem to him, but his stepkid, and my mil. Somehow this 36 year old man and his 65 year old mom are throwing all these responsibilities at me and his mom dead ass yells and throws these bitch fits if its not done the way she wants.. but she cant do shit because she cant walk...
I just cant do this anymore..and i talked to my husband about leaving and about everything..and like im still fucking here resenting him..neglecting my baby girl and myself in the process of helping his family

My baby girl dont even have socks for herself that fit her but oh i have to buy her brother all this shit and hes 6 but hes not even grateful...
He hits, he screams he does not care that a baby is fragile will scream that he wants to hold her and pull on her arm or leg to take her from me while im hding her..hes tried to pick her up while im not there and will throw his slime or ballons or play doh on her face and stick his fingers in his mouth..hes even gone as far as showing me that hes scratching his butt and go to touch her face ON PURPOSE!
I will try to breastfeed on the bed in private and he will run in and jump on the bed and scream and kick me..and no matter how many times i tell and yell and try to get him to stop he will laugh in my face and continue to do it.

Its just something thats continuing oh and if i take the switch away or something he will just cry and cry and im the bad guy and being too harsh
Okay so i should just let him hurt and kill the baby..?
Sorry my fault..
I just cant fucking do this anymore and i knkw if i just leave too they are all going to say how j destroyed stepsons and husbands life or whatever but i just cant fucking deal with their bullshit anymore. Its months and months of me while pregnant and postpartum dealing with this shit being vocal about. HIS DAD FUCKING WATCHES THIS SHIT HAPPEN.
Oh but god forbid he actually gets disciplined good, because apparently I have to be in charge of that too..
I signed up for my husband continuing to be a parent to his son, not for him to throw all thks responsibility on me. Everything.
So now idk what to fucking do. Please help

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Sex life is 🫠

Im a little desperate already . Im not a huge fan on blowjobs but I’m doing it because I know he likes it . If he wants it in a car, during work meeting , on the balcony, on the beach everywhere I’m okay to do that . However, I’m not getting anything in return. I mean the last time he went down was more than 1.5 years ago . Okay, I was pregnant maybe he did not feel like doing it while I had a belly as he told me . , but I’m not pregnant already for awhile and I’m always telling him that I want him to go down and he is always having an excuse like “tomorrow “ etc . At the beginning it was funny and I was like okayyy but now it’s not as I’m not enjoying our sex in general . Like the process itself does not make me finish . As I’m breastfeeding and super dry down there and I’m always telling him to put lubricant as it’s hurting me . And sometimes it feels like I am begging for that as he is more comfortable without it , but damn IM NOT OKAY without it . So basically I do not remember when was the last time I have finished during sex . I understand that now with a baby it’s hard to fully enjoy it and have enough time for everything. But still . Just kiss me and put your dick inside me does not seems sexy . To be honest I understand why in marriage women does not want to have sex . Like I feel like it’s already work that I have to do not a pleasure. I’ve been telling him that but as I can see no changes applied 🫠

Whyyy?

I get horny when my man isn’t around but when he’s around and in the mood I’m not. This last Thursday he made me squirt a lot for by birthday. We only get intimate like 2 times a month.

Question about ejaculation

I tell my partner to wear a condom not only for protection but also so that there's no mess to clean up when I get up to use the toilet. Is this normal?
I ask because I now have the contraceptive pill but I still want him to wear a condom.

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