I'm really struggling

That's my point, my child refuses to do anything I try to make it fun and act all excited and do it with my child but they just say "pack away" just wants to play with the same stuff all the time, won't colour or paint or do anything crafty, won't use bikes scooters ride ons, won't use things like magnetic tiles or blocks, literally won't play with anything, I worry about so much and i feel I'm such a failure,

Speech is been repetitive and repeats me a lot, I just want what I see my friends have 😞

Have you spoken to a health visitor or you doctor? Sounds a lot like my child when he was little. I embraced what he liked and he seem to grow closer to me once I stoped showing disappointment when he refused to do stuff. He’s 5 now and he’s speaking, trying new things, new foods. I miss those days where he would just ask to go sit on the bus and drive around, or play with the same 3 toys. Or we would just sit by the canal and throw stones in. I felt like I’m a failure many times. But it’s the opposite. Sometimes we just need to listen to our children, it’s ok for your child to be different, he doesn’t have to be the same like everyone else xx

I definitely would speak to a GP or a health visitor about your concerns. There might be a reason that your child isn’t interested in those things. It’s definitely not a reflection of your parenting ability!