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Marriage Help

Just need a place to say this

My husband is so mean. He tells me stuff like I'm the farthest thing from a wife and the farthest thing from a stepmom. And I know that's not true. He tells me he does everything he's supposed to and checks all the boxes but I do absolutely nothing. He won't acknowledge anything I do. I'm just so sick of all the verbal and emotional abuse from him I get all day making me feel so worthless. I'm terrified of making mistakes, I try so hard not to but it's like he looks for things I've done wrong throughout the day so he can be angry at me. I have never been so miserable in my life and I feel guilty even saying that bc I have 2 of the most beautiful and amazing babies ever that fill me with joy, but he just takes every ounce of joy back from me every time he opens his mouth. It's not even 8:30 am and I'm in tears I woke up not even an hour ago and he's already going at me. I'm trying to be a good mother, stepmother and I even try to do things to lighten him up so he's not so miserable to be around and I'm unsuccessful. I'm just so fucking sad rn.