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I was sick my entire pregnancy. I spent 95% of the time hospitalized. My boyfriend at the time (whom I’ve been with for 8 years) has been there but also tore me down in the process. Telling me things like ; I’m the reason he can’t sleep. I’m too expensive to feed (I had alot of cravings) i threw up so much, to the point where I threw up blood. This happened constantly. I’d have to wait for him to smoke a blunt before he could take me to the hospital. (The hospital is 8 minutes away from my house). Eventually I lost my job due to me being unable to physically work. I paid all the bills, but now it was on him. He couldn’t handle the bills, and we ended up losing my apartment ( he lived with me, I didn’t live with him) a month before giving birth I moved closer to my family because I literally had no choice, and I figured they’d help me since this is my first pregnancy. (They have been amazing). When in labor, and when it was time for me to push, my baby’s dad sat in the reclining chair while I was about to push our daughter out. The doctor had to tell him to stand up and hold my hand. I was so embarrassed. Anyway, a month later My sister and I ended up getting an apartment together, life has been good. Him and I decided to go our separate ways. Our daughter is now 4 months. He lives with his aunt and claims he’s ā€œhomelessā€ and he cannot provide for our daughter. And I have never asked him for anything because in my eyes , this is MY CHILD. I suffered for her, and I have her 24/7 & I will take care of her. He’s seen her twice in her life. My family , my mom, sister & brothers all want nothing to do with him. So being that my older sister and I live together, she doesn’t want him around. They hate him for how he treated me while pregnant. So he can’t come to my house to see our daughter. He constantly blames my family because I moved closer to them, he’s saying that my family is the reason he can’t see his child. And my family this my family that… in my eyes, my family is the reason I can work. They help with her so I can take a nap sometimes. They help me take her to her appointments. Their life now revolves around my daughter. What do I do? Do I talk to my sister? Or do I just let him be?

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If he wants to be a part of your daughter’s life then you need to allow him to regardless if he can afford it or not. At least he’s trying? Yes it’s awful how he treated you but that shouldn’t stop him seeing his child your family is just protecting you which makes sense but if a Father wants to be part of a child’s life then I would allow it to happen it goes back to the ā€œif they wanted to they wouldā€ so if that’s him then open your mind to it, your relationship is over doesn’t mean his daughters relationship has to be. I’m sorry you went through such a hard time in your pregnancy and I hope if you ever do have another child you’ll have a better and healthy pregnancy.

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I’ve never stopped him from being a part of her life. He always said he’d get an air bnb so he can see her, he’d get a hotel so he can see her, and something always happens and he suddenly can’t come. He can’t afford to buy a pack of diapers for her but can afford to buy a bag of weed. He tries to be involved when he feels like it, then he’ll take a break for a few weeks or a month until he asks me how she’s doing again. And I can’t just have him popping in and out whenever he pleases, you know? But I do try, whenever he says he wants to come see her, I never get inbetween. I make sure he knows that he’s more than welcome. He’s just a sometime-ish person. And my daughter deserves stability. Someone that checks in daily not weekly/monthly.

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I agree with you, if he makes the effort and carries out an actual plan to see her (like an airbnb, or park date or visit etc) then sure. But putting it on you with these excuses is not acceptable. If he wanted to, he would! Bypass an eight of weed to save some cash to take her to the park and buy lunch for you guys. It’s not difficult, it sounds like you’re willing to let him be a part in the most bare minimum way and he still isn’t showing up. Your daughter will realize what kind of person he is once she’s older, let her witness it and don’t close the door entirely on him seeing her but I wouldn’t go out of your way to talk to your sister or family, especially if they’ve been there for you in his absence, until he proves himself to you and to your baby.

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smh his excuse is ā€œI need to smoke or else my day goes badā€ .. and I’m like ā€œno problem dudeā€ lol, I let him do as he pleases, but I refuse to let him walk in and out of my daughter’s life. She’s a baby and doesn’t need that confusion you know? and you’re right, when she gets older she’ll see for herself. I appreciate you šŸ«¶šŸ¼

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true, my family’s the only people that supported me. He’s rarely ever supported me and the thing that bothers me the most is that he’s literally non existent in her life, doesn’t do shit for her, doesnt buy shit for her but DEMANDS to see her. DEMANDS pictures of her.. and I send them cause I’m not gonna withhold pictures but still it bothers me.

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I’m šŸ’Æ with your family on this, he sounds like an utter waste of space.

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I wouldn't talk to your sister. Tell him HE is the reason he can't be in her life. It was his behavior that drove you away and resulted in your family stepping in to help and protect you. He puts weed ahead of his daughter (and previously you). Your baby needs stability, not someone who is going to come and go as the mood strikes. I wouldn't do a damn thing for him.

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