Sex life is š«
Im a little desperate already . Im not a huge fan on blowjobs but Iām doing it because I know he likes it . If he wants it in a car, during work meeting , on the balcony, on the beach everywhere Iām okay to do that . However, Iām not getting anything in return. I mean the last time he went down was more than 1.5 years ago . Okay, I was pregnant maybe he did not feel like doing it while I had a belly as he told me . , but Iām not pregnant already for awhile and Iām always telling him that I want him to go down and he is always having an excuse like ātomorrow ā etc . At the beginning it was funny and I was like okayyy but now itās not as Iām not enjoying our sex in general . Like the process itself does not make me finish . As Iām breastfeeding and super dry down there and Iām always telling him to put lubricant as itās hurting me . And sometimes it feels like I am begging for that as he is more comfortable without it , but damn IM NOT OKAY without it . So basically I do not remember when was the last time I have finished during sex . I understand that now with a baby itās hard to fully enjoy it and have enough time for everything. But still . Just kiss me and put your dick inside me does not seems sexy . To be honest I understand why in marriage women does not want to have sex . Like I feel like itās already work that I have to do not a pleasure. Iāve been telling him that but as I can see no changes applied š«
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