I’m not ok
The person I’ve been with for 10 years, have been through hell and back. Ups and downs with, took a lot of losses with can just up and betray me ! It’s been a month since I found out and I told him I would do counseling but honestly I’m not sure if I want to, I’m not sure if I want to stay anymore, I don’t want to waste any more time. I’m just not ok and I try everyday to be ok but I’m not
I am sorry! It’s absolutely horrible going through that. I am going through the same and still crying about it everyday. We have been together for 12 went through so much as well. It’s literally soul crushing to go through this type of pain. And I just want you to know your not alone and I know it’s absolutely devastating. I am so sorry