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Venting (judge free)

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im abt to just delete this app and all social media and go ghost fr. i’m tired of trying to make friends and getting ghosted for no reason. a lot of y’all are on here talking about how bad you want friends and then ignore everyone who messages you. ppl act so entitled on here sometimes it’s weird. i’m tired of ppl venting to me and then ghosting me bc they got what they wanted to get off their chest. im just tired of ppl fr. every single time i try to make friends, stay in contact with the friends i have, join group chats, or whatever. i always get ignored before i really even get to say anything after hello. im literally all alone. i have no friends or anyone to talk to at all. my phone is bone dry. i don’t talk to my bd bc we’re not together and he’s a cheater and more worried about which girl to obsess over next. i’m just tired guys. i’ve literally tried everything i can for months and nothings working. i’m just tired.


i get judged for literally everything. i constantly get dirty looks from people in public especially when i tell them i have a baby and im 20. as if im like 16 & pregnant. i get that im young but im still a whole ass adult who’s been through a lot more than most people have in their lifetime. and it’s not me comparing situations or trauma, but i hate when i talk about things that im struggling with and ppl tell me to just move on or “everything will be okay” it’s literally a bunch of self help book bs.

i hate making friends now, i hate talking to people, i hate going out in public. it just feels like im constantly under a microscope and constantly being judged. sorry for all the venting but i just wanna get ts off my chest and just incase anyone can relate to what im going through. i’m tired of almost everyone i come in contact with making me feel like i sho hate myself or that my life or feelings don’t matter or matter less compared to everyone else’s. im so alone it’s suffocating. but i’d rather be alone than surrounded by people who don’t gaf about whether i live or die. but anyways, i’m sure there’s plenty of decent people on here that i haven’t met and i wish everyone on here the best. but this app makes me feel like this is a humiliation ritual.